W told me she wanted a D back in early November. Mid November she asked me to move out and I did. December 1 I was served papers for D. It will be final at the end of January. I don't want a D but she is adamant. She doesn't want to talk to me or see me. She will only TM me about proceeding with the D.
I have been to counseling and realized that a lot of my actions caused her to want a D. I offered to go to marriage counseling and told her I would change but she said, "No."
I am on an emotional roller coaster. I miss my W and want to save my marriage. I ordered the DR book.
