Expectations will get you. Be careful. It seems you've jumped right back on the roller coaster without your anti-nausea band. smile

You are a determined woman and you want to do this by force of will. That won't do it.

How long have you gone at a stretch without contact?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss