Having a bit of a down day on the rollercoaster today.. It started playing in my head that this has been 5 days of NC with W, which is the longest time that we haven't communicated in 10 years.. I'm also thinking of the fact that in 3 days it will be the 10th anniversary of when we first officially started dating..

I haven't been as bad as previously, and it hasn't lasted all day as I now know how to re-occupy my mind.. It doesn't help that 5 days in she hasn't reached out.. I think it gives me the idea that she doesn't realistically miss me, but that would be mindreading on my part.. I'll be out of the funk soon enough though..

GAL stuff is off today unfortunately due to the weather, but I am trying to find something else to do to keep myself sane!!..

Me:35 W:31
S6 + S9
T: 10 years M: 7 years
BD: 7/2014
S: 8/2014
W has new BF: 12/2014
Still fighting the good fight!!..