I too wonder what 'that girl' will be like. I COULD say that they have all been amazing to this point in my life, but at 44 and the situation I am in, it looks like I STILL haven't had a successful long term relationship? They all started out great. W is still the 'love of a lifetime' -- nine of our ten years she was pretty amazing. For me, without fluffing my own ego, I feel like I am at my best, personally, career wise and my self image is solid. I wonder what she will be like...
Today was another solid day. Work was great. After work has been great and now jotting down a this update before bed.
QUESTION FOR ANYONE
Is it a sign of detachment that you need to remind yourself to think about your W and the situation? I am finding more and more that my mind is no longer 'defaulting' to this. Of course it comes and it goes but it seems like the frequency is lessening.
Standing by.
M: 44 W: 35 D: 2.5 M +5 | T 10 OM + Affair admitted 11/11/14 Separated 11/27/14
