Little you made me laugh! I could use a little of the other Hot too. Wink wink. Lol I have this problem called personal values that stops me from having casual relationships.
25 yrs I have am rereading your post and each time getting more out of it. I know and knew already a lot of what you are saying. It is helpful having someone else say it.
Just back from my run. The one benefit of being on my own is I can do what I want when I want. Hot Yoga is at 8pm. a great way to finish the day.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.