May your new year be

[Ggrass]

I do sleep well a times, others not so well. Last night dead tired but didn't seem to sleep easy.

Think I was so over tired I could not sleep.

To be totally honnest with you guys, I'm just looking at what's out there, because I can. H has not wanted even friendly contact unless it's me giving him pursit attention or dollars. If I apllied the 80% rule there is nothing to give back.

Each meeting h hammers home how done he is, in fact so much so I almost want to vomit out of sheer volume and boredom.
H will have to find a new lair anyhow, the L has major conflict of interest. Which never looks good.

I just keep finding more and more evidence that h says does not exist. He keeps in effect telling me what to look for, it's really bizarre. Me I would stfu, but h never learnt that lesson. Big note bluff bully and threaten is all he knows.

There could be several reasons why h has done that, one to make things longer and thus more expensive or stupidity or some other crafty reason.

Oh and i took to my work shirts with sissors, and let the darts out, they were placed in the shirts for young pert teenagers and really never fitted that well. Now we have closure and not so much gapeage. Still working on loosing kg, but beewbs doing the hormonal thing are not helping. I can put them back later if they get too large. Which I doubt.