May your new year be

[Ggrass]

I have no idea if I still love him. Given all the truth darts that have come out( my way) that suggest h has always lied about most stuff.

Combine the lieing with him not owning his chit, and him always seemly doing the wrong thing re fediltity.

I sure as hell, am not giving it a go right this minute. He needs to do some serious soul searching and growth. The first step as many have said would be to be able to even state the truth.

I genuinely believe h when he states he's not lieing, he's lied so much he has no idea where the actual truth is.

Eyes aren't a deal breaker guys, h had brown. Xh had blue.
Lots of bf had blue and other colours nice eyes are nice eyes.

I didn't really have too much in deal breakers not in the same way h did. Little things to him were major, major things well hell broke out.

My deal breakers more normal type stuff, cheating, asultting sthen15.