getting close to 100 - will start a new thread shortly......
morning routine was fairly normal with discussion about W's MRI, getting kids ready for school, etc....
new kind of hurt that I am experiencing now which drives me crazy - when does it end?? Why does WAS (outwardly at least) get to be happy and carefree seemingly unaware of the destruction they are causing???
W was right in her comment last night, I do deserve better - we all do!
guess the pain begins to fade once and for all once the D is final.
Not feeling very detached or that PMA is in a good spot so far this morning......
How does the LBH maintain hope for a positive R moving forward from this point? Are there strategies for that???
Probably just rambling at this point and need to take a breath!
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
