Divorced and moving out.....still hopeful

[Faith2b]

I understand how hard it is. I miss him so much but he is extremely mad at me. He put a restraining order on me. I cant contact him. He does what he wants now I just found out he did this. I had to call a lawyer. I have court on Feb 5, he is really really mad. I have to also think he is with ow. I have been changing my thought process alot. Nipping any thoughts in the bud. He talked to our son yesterday and he told him he would be their helping if he hadnt put the restraining order on me. Well just so you can see their is alot worse sitch. But remember its wise to work on you. So in my crazy sitch. I have been working on not reacting to H but only responding. Just hold on and focus on you until you can be the man she wants she will desire you if you get that man she first fell in love with. Just think you have time to work on you and be an even better first time around man. You can consciously make better choices in loving her focus on getting you right. She will see and if she does not you will be ok with that!! GAL ON!!!