Gwen u brought a tear to my eye. Thank u so much for ur kind words. I have gotten past my ex, with God's help. When they are in no contact as weird as it may seem, it helps u get thru this so much better. Right now all my heartache comes from my son whom is now 24. I don't understand what is going on. We divorced 6 yrs ago and I know it hurt him deeply. But some days I think I can't go thru another without seeing him. I have already lost so much time with him. Keep us in ur prayers. Are u on the alt?