Ok but if I let go and stop showing that I care that lets her remove me from her picture making it easier for her to forget about me totally and moving on and into this new relationship easier. I dont want that as sick as it might sound I want to fix all this. Plus we still live tougher and even share a bed matter a fact she held my hand last night in bed for close to 3 hours evening letting me hold her by placing my other arm across her stomach.
