123Gwen I'm doing the same thing- life goes on and I look put together on the outside, not as much on the inside. But what I've noticed is that has changed over time. I'm less jumbled, less sad, less desperate. I still have those moments but they are shorter and then leave rather than stay constant.
I think I'm hitting the acceptance part of the grieving process. I still think about it and can't belive what the H I used to know has done and become, but it's not as devastating. It just is.
I see you moving towards the same, and in many ways having work helps b/c you can't think about your sitch all the time. Keep your eyes upward too- I believe God has a purpose in everything- wish I understood it better but that's where faith steps in.
Hugs to you!
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
