OK starting now I am accepting my sitch and doing what I know to do. Focus on me and S11. Find my happiness today and GAL. Cordial like a co-worker with W when needed.
I'm off to the fair. This morning W asked for a new schedule change so tonight and tomorrow night S11 will stay with her. I will check out the Crossfit gym tonight.
And I got some work done today.
I'll post my letter later. W was driving a new rental so I won't bring up money.
Thank you again for the hard truth that I'm not serving myself or S11 the way I'm acting. I just have to grow up and accept I have no control here except over myself.
I'm off.
Me: 44 W: 45 S: 11 Married: 15 Together: 18 BD: 9/29/2014 OM discovered: 10/16/2014 I left her behind: 12/14/2014