I am curious to know where the anger is rooted from. Admittedly, I have not read every single post in all of your threads. I have read many of them, and I gather that the anger was there before your found yourself in this predicament.
More specifically, I am curious if you possibly had this instilled in you from your childhood.
Perhaps take notes when you feel this way, and try to identify what triggered you to feel this way. At least you will have something to reference to see if there are any patterns you can identify.
I believe you mentioned that you are scheduled to see your IC. Obviously this is at the forefront of your journey from this point in time. Hopefully your IC can guide you or direct you on overcoming this.
Only way to the other side of this hell, is through it. There are no shortcuts.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
