Busting this Divorce - 90 Days NC #4

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HP listen to what these good folks are telling you.
You simply cannot let her keep affecting your emotions. One way or another the situation has to change. either you change you, and change for the better, or eventually an outside force will change you, and change you for the worse. The choice is yours right now.
Learn to handle the spew better and detaching will become easier. Once you detach more, the spew will be easier to handle.