Just hitting the hay after working a nightshift. Looks like I have a full on head cold. UGH! Hoping to go to hot yoga when I get up and sweat it out.
H. Is still away on business. Haven't heard a peep since our talk the other night. I won't be contacting him. I was thinking last night though about how far we've come in the last few months. Since the summer our convos have gone from a quick exchange while transferring SD back and forth to long convos and visits when exchanging SD. He took me to dinner after I accompanied him to a medical procedure in Sept. His Bday is in Sept. I bought him a bottle of champagne and a card from SD and myself to celebrate his good test results. He asked me to dinner with my SD for my BD in OCt. He had saved the Champagne which we drank that night. watched movies after dinner and he kissed me goodnight. Now hugging good bye too. Dinner out again in NoV for SD birthday. Another movie at home following. More frequent texting between us and he called me a few times to ask my advise about SD. I noticed in Dec. he seemed to have pulled back. Then found out that he had been on a couple dates. He did buy me a Christmas gift from him and SD. First time since we split. Think I will re read the stages of MLC. There is a post on that Forum I remember reading before.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.
