She's still the woman you fell in love with, Dawgy. That's why you're sexually attracted. She's only "tainted" because she made some poor choices and she hurt you. You can be sexually attracted to someone who has broken your trust, believe it or not. They're not mutually exclusive.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
