Thank you. I'll go to the fair today. I'll focus on my son and look at him and smile for him and feel proud for him.

I am shaking right now I'm so angry. W again talking to me about how I'll hurt S12 if I don't go... if I don't treat her nicely.

I have IC tomorrow. I'll work on my anger. I don't want to be like this.

Me: 44
W: 45
S: 11
Married: 15
Together: 18
BD: 9/29/2014
OM discovered: 10/16/2014
I left her behind: 12/14/2014