May your new year be

[gan]

Great post, Gg! I love the visual of you taking a "deep satisfied bow" at the end. So what is the break thru you are looking for? You seem to be so strong and having so much fun as a solo-flying woman!

I wanted not to be drawn into drama, owned by others. I wanted to be more me, in control of what happens and how I react.

A big factor was h manipluated me and often told lies to achieve a desired out come. I need not to own others feelings and take in board things that are my drama. I do not need to fix or give up me to be loved.

I need to learn to set limits and be able to stand up for me. In a nicer way, rather than swing between door mat and bansheeeee.

I think today I did that. I walked on a different path, almost by habit, rather than the auto tunnel.

Sounds like you are really on course there, Gg. That is truly great!