Buying gifts helps me too. And I had something similar with friends getting engaged recently. Life is funny.
I can see you are hurting and there is a lot of raw emotion. You are further in the grieving cycle than he is, and you have to remember you most likely always will be. From being in such a low place true personnel growth can occur. Use this all as your motivation for GAL. Take care of yourself so you can take care of your S. Even Divorce is just another opportunity... says the guy who loves his W and will be getting divorced rather soon. I am fairly certain that is the understanding that with hope and hard work all things are possible.
Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2 M - 8/2008 W is not happy - 1/2014 W wants D - 9/2014 W moved out - 11/2014 D filed - 1/23/2015 D'ed - 2/25/2015 Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015
