On another note, I'm not giving up but not feeling very hopeful. For someone who was once so sexual he just is not interested in me that way at all. Very discouraging. He is just so stubborn that I don't think he is even open to the possibility that things could change and we could work this out. Just don't get what he's getting out of a long distance R when the real thing is right here. I know I'm being very impatient, I guess I thought that once he came home he would either move forward with D or move toward working things out, instead we are in the constant state of limbo...
So while I was feeling sorry for myself this afternoon I came out of my room and saw his dam phone in his hand...right away jumped to conclusions (didn't say anything) and got even more upset. A little bit later I asked if he had heard from D16 (she wasn't home from school yet and hadn't responded to my text) and he said I was just texting her a little bit ago. That will teach me...plus I think negativity breeds negativity...of course I do assume he was in contact with OP when I left to take D13 to practice....sigh, this is a vicious cycle.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
