I don't have anything to add, just want to say the advice you are getting on here is great. I can't imagine how hard the holidays were for you, my heart hurts for you and your girls. But I see and hear a lot of strength in you. You wouldn't be human if you didn't feel the way you do.
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-