I was going to ask if you were acting this way because your W let you guys go without a fight? That she didn't give up OM and work on things with you. If, while you want things to work out, instead you were punishing her (either on purpose or not) because of her path.
I'm going to be honest with you. Right now you remind me of my H three months ago. After the BD he just became so angry. Intent to lash out at me for everything. Then he holed himself up in a hotel room and essentially didn't come out for awhile. He was hiding. From his feelings, from me, from himself. He's starting to get better, but he's stepping outside of his comfort some and working on things.
I'm not saying that you are hiding - ok, actually - I am. What are you hiding from? When are you getting out of the condo? Did you start crossfit this week? You have to get out and have some interactions with people who aren't your w. Otherwise you're going to get angrier and angrier.
Onward, ok?
M:32,H 32 T:10, M5 BD/H Move Out: 9/2014 - extreme anger H Mental Illness Diagnosis: 4/15 Served D Papers: 10/15 Divorced: 11/15
