Thanks kml - I spend most of my time out walking at the mo - I live in a very small village so no library, but yes could sit in a cafe - although saving pennies so trying not to do that that often.

I am lucky, I have a couple of really good friends here and one has given me the key to her house so I can go hide there. I have offered to do her garden for her to keep me busy - she is delighted :o)

Once my effects have arrived (next week hopefully) I will go away for a couple weeks - I also want to get the courses done so that will hopefully help me gain future employment.

I am trying - just having a down day, it never rains but pours at the mo, tomorrow another day .....

Thanks for keeping the pep talks coming my way :o)