I'm not so much looking for endings as 'feeling' it. But yes its driving me mad.

If Mk8 can have some of the processing loops converted to paths that actually lead somewhere then that would be good.

Feeling very philosophical about hope this afternoon and the role it plays in all of this process though for once i'm going to resist the lengthy ramblings.

I will say that I do think for a lot of my stuff i'm on the right path, that the changes im trying to make are the right ones and that gives me hope for the next version(s) of me will be better and can handle it.


Both mid 30s, 2 young kids
BD 7sep14
XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1
D paperwork in progress