Maybe I'm not done with the feelings dump.

I miss sex. Emotionally connected sex. I miss making love with someone I connect deeply with. I thought making love is what we were doing for the past 10 years but apparently someone had to dip his wick elsewhere (twice) to be fulfilled.

I'm frustrated and probably PMSing.


ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies