Also also, I'm jealous of the people on these boards that have kids and thus interaction with their ex. This is irrational and stupid.

I'm also jealous of all those that have hope and a chance to win their exes back.

Mine's knee deep in delusional bliss with OW and even if they do break up, I don't see him wanting to R with me again. I don't see me wanting to R with him again, logically -- he can't be trusted, clearly.


I hate the finality and the hopelessness of my sitch.



Okay, I'm done with the feelings dump.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies