Have that pit in my stomach again today. The only reason I can think of is because H has another appointment with an orthopedic surgeon today. I guess I'm worried and have been thinking all along that once his back is fixed he will move forward with D.
Kids went back to school today and it is a gloomy day so might just have a lazy day today. Before I do that I guess I will mop the floors. One of H's big complaints is my lack of taking care of the house both in day to day upkeep and making it a home by decorating and such. I have done some big 180's in these areas. I know he's noticed, not sure if it matters to him anymore BUT I feel better about that area of my life...although I still hate cleaning!
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
