I had the night to think about the interaction last night and I feel ok about what happened last night. Mostly I am cautious.
I am pleased he will talk to a coach b/c when I asked a couple months ago, he said no.
However, I cannot just sweep this under the carpet or turn a blind eye.
1) There has to be a change that sticks for this to work and I probably should not have said I want to be with you forever if I am not sure we can be together forever. I need answers from H.
2) I get frustrated with the veiled comments by H. Like: Why should I be angry, H? And where are you staying? And when I ask "what is wrong?" You give me an answer, not "why do you think?
3) I do not want to get dipped...like H is just 'acting' right now and behind my back seeing a lawyer or something. It did not seem to be that way. H is not a slick guy but he is very street smart.
