Sorry to hear you're feeling low at the moment, my sitch is different to yours (no OM) but I know exactly how the above feels. Ive worked hard to keep up the PMA and (less sucessfully) the GAL and apart from a serious lack of money and a borderline sociopathic MIL I'm ok(ish) at the moment though I definitely have a case of the Meh's at the moment.
Just been catching up with your sitch above, have you moved yet?
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015