Yup you're right things will be better when you have space, they wont be perfect you'll have meh and downright cr@ppy ones like I do no doubt but..better.
V raises good points, ironically given my appearance and the fact that w hated my relationship (or lack of one) with s, I'm really, really bad at handling conflict in general and I back away from it until I cant anymore, its good to see you're not letting that continue to happen to you here but take care to not put yourself somewhere you'll be hurt by or get into an overanalysing loop afterward.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015