Angry WAH blames me for everything.......(2)

[TLEE86]

C, so sorry all thats happening around you. Sounds like left and right (censored) is just going all over the place.

The quality of the life we live, the life in our years, those are what matter. My mom, who is an oncology nurse, says at the end, her patients reflect upon their lives and often have regrets. Regrets for not really living. Regrets for not loving enough. They always meant to to do something, "when they had the time." To take that trip, to show their spouse how important they were, to live a little. And then, life got in the way. Bills, stress, self absorption. And when living your life is no longer an option? When you no longer have the time or opportunities? It's hard to find peace. To die with the what ifs lingering in the back of your mind.

So, you told me a few things you were gonna do this New Year...CF competition, changing your hair, getting a new wardrobe, going to regionals to watch etc. What else are you gonna do? What's on your "bucket list" that you have an opportunity right now to check off by yourself? So you don't live with regrets and what ifs. I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours? Sound good? May I suggest skydiving?

- Oh, BTW, after staying in a hotel for a week by myself, it is NO fun. I thought of your H, and i am sure he is not enjoying it in anyway.

- Oh #2. Im debating on that CF comp this year, idk yet but i'll let you know. Like you, my snatch is my weakest event, that and double unders and kipping- sounds like i have no coordination, ha. I'm a monster at rowing, sprints/runs, strict PUs, cleans and anything "Murph" related...