Tough days, I just would like to say that it will be good once you start another series of sessions with IC.
Deep hurts and resentments bring us a lot of pain and sometimes blind us for who we really are, what we want and most important, how to deal with stuff and make good decisions, at least for ourselves.
What is happening to S17 is very unfortunate since people are enabling him to became irresponsible. He will grow into something he will regret later, but unfortunately I doubt he is able to see it clear now. It is not his fault, but people are giving him the easy way out and not preparing him for the real world out there.
I pray that your heart have peace, since it is a big deal to see your kid go through all this.
Keep strong GG, get some help. Maybe join a support group, you need some extra help. You need to feel calmer, have some nice fun. What are the things you like to do GG?
Maybe there are some things that can take you out of the nightmare for a few hours.
Regarding food, it's tricky. I have been boiling eggs and leaving in the refrigerator. Make a good amount of beans or lentils, have tomatoes and avocados, sardines. It's all easy to reach when I need a bite and it's good stuff for my health and helps to lose weight too.
Good luck GG, hope you have a better day tomorrow.
