Hi Jim. Sorry it's not getting any better. Do you think you could let go ? As others have said the fear of rejection is a huge one for a lot of people. I would be in that camp myself. I am very confident on the outside but fear rejection. In my own case I am unable to let go of W for lots of reasons. It know I must
Reading your posts it's very sad and your W could be with someone else or not. To you it's irrelevant , she's gone Day by day it will get easier and you will be happy again. It's impossible to picture now but you will. As vanilla says it's hard not to analyse everything they say Try to accept what she says with neutrality , don't let her mood effect yours