The holidays are a hard time and not even getting you a gift from your kids was mean. My kids are adults and they remember all the times I worked extra to make Christmas happen for them so they always make sure I have a full stocking and gifts to open. I still stuff stockings for them too and they are 32,30,28 and 25 yrs old! Lol Maybe start new traditions with your kids for next year.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.