I posted here 2 days ago but it has disappeared. Anyway...
I love the name NANA. We had not planned for our kids to call my Mom that but Ryan was the first grandchild & by age 2 - he called them Nana & Papa & their names stuck.
Everything happens for a reason. I'm proud of how well you are adjusting to the changes in your life. 2015 will be very special for you!