What's my answer, Calibri? Movement in some direction is my answer. I'm not ready to throw in the towel yet. The idea still makes me sweat and my skin get prickly and my heart pound. Clearly I'm not ready but I think about it a lot. I think about dividing up the dishes and packing up the books and showing the house... It gives me apoplexy but I think about it.
If I have a say in this too, then why does it go his way? Sorry to sound like a child. I'm feeling like a victim at the moment. Empowerment and strength have been very slippery for me lately.
2015 doesn't look promising because it's likely the year of the divorce.
I've been thinking about you, too Calibri. I need to go catch up on things with you.
Thanks for asking about my daughter. The doctors from whom I need chart notes in order to begin the testing phase were all on vacation over the holidays. They are my first calls Monday morning.
I don't know what I'd like to do for myself right now. Nothing seems to make me feel better. Any ideas??
