Card29 IX - New Year, New Card

[Card29]

Thanks for the kind words, everyone. I have been so confused over the last 7 months. WAW just didn't seem to really fit an exact script that I'd seen here or elsewhere, assuming she wasn't having an A. Remember, I went as far as hiring a PI to find out (great job, PI). So even though she had every red flag, I had no actually reason to believe she was having an A. So I tried to find the reasons for her strange behaviors (drinking heavily, listening to hardcore hip hop [she used to listen to christian rock and Taylor swift], etc). I blamed it on her depression, extreme unfulfillment of EN's, possible MLC. Of course the EN's made her susceptible to an A, but everything makes so much more sense now.

Today was the first day I had angry thoughts about OM. For the first two days I didn't want him anywhere near my thoughts or energy. But I thought about him today what kind of POS not only leaves his W and kids, but desecrates another M and child? And WAW tried to tell me on the reveal phone call that he was a really good man. Man the fog makes people stupid. And honestly, WAW is one of the smartest people I've ever met.