1st post, Green Jealousy

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I'm having trouble with everything. The GAL is on my mind, but haven't taking action. we had people over for N Y Eve. the whole holiday time has kept me pretty busy, grand babies came N Y Day.

Yes I am being extremly nice, touching, having S. he doesn't seem so distant. he's talking more.
I haven't turned the TV on. he likes music. although when we go to his space, guess what is on constantly, the TV. I feel like he resents my time watching TV. (he said "want to watch TV?", I said no, but he persisted, so we watched a show he likes, in the living room, ) then he complained to OW that I turned the TV on and he couldn't listen to his music.
I have not mentioned anything about, our relationship, the OW, our marriage.
I feel like what I'm doing is working, but still wondering if he is disrespecting me, but having a great time in bed!
I can't stop checking the phone/text records. he is still texting all day long, some phone calls slowed down, probably because OW has a family and been busy with Hoildays. although, he worked late last night, and was on the phone with her over an hour. I can't read the texts, cuz he won't leave the phone. he guards it even while sleeping.
I have a phone session right now, will check back