Inbetween Land

[Faith2b]

Im struggling so badly this morning. My exh said he would help me move from our marital home. Last night he and I had a rough day. He used the kids and the OW to get me on his roller coaster. I made a huge step the day before in telling him that he could get the kids and I basically let him know I trust him on who he has around the kids. He asked me how I felt about this and I said nothing. He has crossed the line and he has the ow and her baby in his house with my children. So what can I say or do.

Well I had a great New Years and then he called me yesterday morning to say he wouldn't be able to help me move. He said he could not get off work. So I told him that was fine work is important. He became upset about getting some things from the house. I told him he doesnt have much. He said he begged to differ but whatever.

He started talking about the kids and that took me on the roller coaster. I am helpless when it comes to my kids I need some advice?? Please someone tell me how I can cope? My kids are very upset about the ow. They are confused. He told me an incident with the ow and my youngest daughter. He implied that I was feeling my daughters head with negativity about the girl. Which I would never play my kids against another person. My youngest also feels like the little baby is now her dads baby. I had to explain to her that this was not the case that she was still daddy's baby and I told her dad this as well. He wanted to justify the fact that he was with this girl and her baby is his as well now because thats his gf. I really dont care about his twisted thoughts on how after 5 weeks of dating you now have a new baby thats not even yours. But my point is this MY DAUGHTER HURTS BECAUSE she is CONFUSED. He didnt hear that I dont think he heard that. Im so upset.

I have to move by myself a gf of mine said she can help me. I hope Ican get alot done before hand. Im just so upset because my kids.

As much as I welcome the help from him when I talked to him last night he changed his story about having to work too. Its my responsibility to move out by myself. I didnt even argue that because he is right. This morning I got the dresser from upstairs scary!!

Im just so torn for my kids. I need help any advice when they try to use the kids against you??
Please let me know what I should do next. Im thinking to go dark because I feel I went crazy last night. He also got very upset and so did I. Itwas a rough subject for both of us. Can you see anythng that may be helpful in what my strategy should be next???