May your new year be

[Ggrass]

Well the wench is a wench no more.
I have a terribly cute filly.

I never wanted that pointless crap repeated with s17, hence I did end my 1st marriage. To a man who thought threats were ok. H threats were more calm, but now I realise they were still threats. Very tight and controlling Bounderies. Lots of unspoken rules lots of bumping into h feelings which he considered major Infigements anything I Did was major and anything he did minor and did not deserve talking about. He though him hitting s17 meant I should go to mc with him, as it was my fault. He did not go alone.

The slapping incident was a minor one, to be honnest.

I saw a woman abuse her daughter in the shop yesterday I cringed. She is a prime bully, she was in today I wanted to puke, she seems to want to bully every one in the world.
Makes my skin crawl now thinking about her.

There is no way I see myself like her but h and s17 script says I am. Other friends talk about what a door mat and piece maker I am. Often I feel that more role is more me, which is more about learning to stand up and not being walked apon.