Mellissag it is so nice to see you here. And thank you for that message to Maybell. I need to hear it to. I hate having to admit that my marriage was never what I thought it was. I think because I do still love my H, but I keep thinking life without him will be better that it is with him especailly now--but I still have a difficult time accepting that it never was what I wanted it to be. I keep trying to kid myself into believing with just the right formula we could have the fantasy. Now I think that maybe we both had very different fantasies and that's why it never quite worked.


40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17