Sorry its been so long since I've checked in on your thread, but I have been following. I can fully understand why 2015 pains you, let me assure you, we are all in that same boat. I am sure this week you will face a lot of challenges and especially thoughts running through your head whenever OM moves in. But you must stop those thoughts as quickly as possible (easier said then done, I know, I do it too) and realize that no matter what W says to you, there is no comparison between you and OM. Especially now that you have taken the time to reflect on everything and as Vanilla called you, "the new super improved Mozza." I obviously dont know you in person, but from what I read here, there was nothing terribly wrong with "old Mozza" but now that you have had time to change and grow from this, you are a much better person, someone that your W would be lucky to have.
One last comment to echo Card...I've realized that this won't end until God (if you believe in God, I assure you, I have never prayed this much before), has determined you AND your W has learned everything he wants you to. You may feel like you have already finished learning everything that you can from this experience, but if God feels like YOUR W has not, then unfortunately, you have to keep driving on if you want your M to work. Only when BOTH of you have learned whatever needs to be learned, will you be able to R.
Sorry to get all religious on you, I'm actually not terribly religious myself though I want to be more involved. Just my thoughts.
ME: 28 W: 24 M: 2.5yrs T: 5yrs BD: 22 SEP 14 W Leaves: 5 OCT 14
