barely holding on - 6

[u-turn]

W invited a couple over on NYE (her confidant and my friends as well). We all had a good time talking about kids mostly. Our kids all go and went to school together and we are pretty close.

Had a long and close conversation alone with friend (w left us alone) and basically she confirmed that there is not much hope here. W is in turmoil but is in no position to change anything. She held my hand while we were talking. It was a little emotional but actually a good and confirming talk. I am heading in the right direction by letting her go.

I will be proceeding.