your last couple posts are so upbeat and the things I sometimes forget to remember.
i like the don't feel badly(selfish) to do what you have to do to be you and to try and extricate yourself from this mess.
trying to regain firm footing. (life & emotions) wonder sometimes about who i am really (now) and who i was. sounds dopey- know what i mean tho? i'm a different person now definitely. working on self all the time - mostly patience, shelve any anger & resentment and don't get all screwed tight. it only upsets me. It doesn't make a dent with the people messing you around- so may as well get a grip & be "professional" about it.
hey- wake up call - treat family members and estate junk as a "job" only. keep it detached and professional. I think i can do that- I always worked and remained cool & calm - no matter what sort of insanity going on. i'll try & brainwash self about that perspective.
thanks for upbeat thoughts - glad you've got new guy and feeling happy and kids too - my goal - relatively "happy" and sane life.
