Inbetween Land

[Faith2b]

Thanks Maybell,

I did just that I slept ok last night. I woke up prepared for anything.

And upon arriving to work EXH texted that he no longer would be able to help me move. I was prepared that this would happen. Im going to take a step back though and not let this take me on a tail spin. He also texted he would be on his wayto the house to pick up the last of his belongings. I told him that their was not much left of his their. He said he didnt agree but that he would leave it be. I didnt argue anything he said. I asked if he would take the kids to babysitting. He said "No" He woke up trying to say anything that might upset me but at this point their is not much left for him and I to fight about. I REFUSE TO FIGHT WITH HIM IN HIS STATE OF MIND. Im determined to keep my peace regardles of his MLC at this point it makes more and more sense that he is really spinning. He is on a roller coaster that I am not getting on to ride. God will take care of me.


I also woke up listening to Beyonce's song Independant woman lol. Im getting my feet backand Im loving it. Well this day is not over and I already know the fire is yet to come. I feel prepared though. I am changed I will not allow anyone especially someone I love to over step my boundaries. That is the boundry line will not be crossed just because his mind is all over the place. I will respond in love. I will respond in kindness and with peace because that were I am headed. I have to focus on me. He does not have my best interest at hand but God does. GAL ON!!!!