I'm so sorry the holidays were so tough and that your girls are hurting. It is so hard to see our children suffer with all of this and I know for me just makes my heartache that much worse. Sending hugs and prayers for you. Your resolve and focus on trying to get through all of this without bitterness is admirable- I'm trying to do the same, but I also know some days I descend into that place. Job's words are always so comforting- we didn't imagine their love- we weren't some gullible dummy. They are just in crisis and out to lunch for a long time.
Hang in there!
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown