Yes... I was having a very negative episode a little while ago. A little thought spiraling out of control.

I was reading Tsquare'ed sitch last night. 3.5 years I think standing with W in house. A very strong and centered man. I was wondering if I could do that.

Or my dad... 6 years in house. I don't think I could do that.

So that's why you don't focus on the W. I'm here in a nice condo with my S11. She's not here.

I'm lucky right now. Focus on the right things.


Me: 44
W: 45
S: 11
Married: 15
Together: 18
BD: 9/29/2014
OM discovered: 10/16/2014
I left her behind: 12/14/2014