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I think she felt like it was kind of cheating, but nothing close to actually being intimate with someone else. I mean, she knew I struggled with porn for the first 4 years together. She would be mad for a few days then would be okay. She would not have done that had I been having sex with other women. im not excusing my porn behavior. But it is apples and oranges.

The worst thought of everything is that she had sex with me a couple days after she did with him. So freaking disgusting. I feel like I should get checked for an STD