I am moving forward. I will survive but letting it all go without resistance is not how I am wired. Friends and family will tell you I am fiercely loyal. I wonder if H is counting on that loyalty to be so cruel. Indifference is far more cruel than anger.
Yeah, most of the people here (that's why they came here, right?) are not wired like that either. Lots of fighters here.
It is tough, but you have got some of the greatest advice so far, from people who have been right where you are.
It's hard to fight that instinct. You don't have to. But you'll likely come back to the advice here at some point if don't. That was a hard thing for me to see when I first came here. I suspect it is hard for most else why come here and spend that time, right?
Keep reading if you can. And I am glad to see you see yourself as a survivor. That's a strength that will serve you well.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
